A Chance

Hello little dark hue angel,
Crowned you carved yourself a throne,
Upon the softest part of my heart,
Killing me with your remorseless arrow.

Nature's unfortunately fate made me a victim,
And till eternity I'll say I don't deserve this,
To sip my life out of a straw,
As nothing of the living bothers me anymore.

Calling to mind I pledged not to get hurt,
But this unlike any I've ever felt,
Not blaming you dear dove,
I was a fool to think I deserved you.

But my heart being the center of my being,
It's hard to deny what it needs for survival,
And if I can please adore you for one thing,
It's please give me a chance to prove I can be the one.

But I'd rather get hurt than you,
So with face skyward I pledge again,
To let me be the least of men,
If I should unjustly bring you hurt.

End The Misery

Here at the end of all things,
When everything is said and done,
Here I stand alone arms akimbo,
Walking breathing and alive,
Yet dead buried and forgotten.

When one thing seem right and all others wrong,
How can it be wrong all others right?
In the world's extreme corner I stand,
All done and ready to jump of the edge,
Into the dark endless void.

My only crime was being born mother nature,
If only you will look back and help a little,
Help lift this burden off my heart,
Or find other way to punish your child,
For this pain seem more than I can bear.

You can even lock my heart to love and care,
Two in a row all I want is an end,
Or to just just for a second in this world,
Feel that I'm the best in someone's life,
Whatever you have to do just end all the misery.

PEACE

Dedicated to the one

The only place I see pure peace is in your eyes,
And here is my wish if I'm to breath last,
To look into your eyes before I die,
And I would be that happiest that ever died.

I'm shouting for all the world to hear,
That after ages of wounds and scars,
Generations of lessons and graduations,
I'm standing with a different knowledge.

You may not know the burden I bear,
Perhaps you will never know or feel same,
But as long as I walk this dust earth,
I'll forever bear the burden of your weight within.

And with my head bowed in adoration,
I swear on your Pearl eyes this is not fake,
You can call it madness but I call it cowardice,
I fear above all to loose what I don't possess.

BLIND

With solid tears dropping from my eyes,

I look up to the sky as my dreams drifts away,

Empty clouds replaces my hopes,

And visions I once held so dear.

No but better if I had my hopes,

Patience also left with my dreams,

What is strength without vision,

Only tears now keep me company.

Now an empty vessel locked air tight,

I float around at the mercy of faith,

I'm stark naked in the dark,

Trying my best to hold on to life.

Lying on my back I try my visions again,

Only to discover that unfair nature left me blind,

Blind to everything I held so dear,

But not to tears I so detest.

Treasure

With voice lost from ages of screaming,
I stand alone in the middle of an ocean,
Shrilling for a treasure far off shore,
Praying a miracle will drive her to me.

I would spend my last dime on a fortune teller,
To tell of I am falling endlessly,
Or flying without wings,
Or at least to be sure of my sanity.

Like my head she owns my being,
My heart and breath hangs at her mercy,
In the midst of my sleepless nights I wonder,
If she'll ever answer my cowardice call,

But this one thing is for sure,
One day we'll laugh and toast to the cowardice,
And with a waving cap I'll stand in salute,
To only woman that ever made my heart skip a beat.